main usase pahale aur usake baad kuchh sambandhon mein raha hoon lekin ladakiyon mein se koee bhee nahin hai
ek hee kaksha yahaan tak ki mainne kuchh sundar ladakiyon ko yaad kiya jab ve mere jeevan se door chale gae,
kyonki main usase bahut pyaar karata tha ki main kisee aur se pyaar nahin kar saka. vah
sachin tendulakar kriket kee vaastavikata hai
main usake saath pyaar mein paagal tha aur vah mere lie aur bhee paagal thee. yah vah tha jo prastaavit tha
mujhe paroksh roop se nainaital mein un dinon mere lie bahut khaas the, hamane vimarsh kiya
chokalet kaee avasaron par aur baad mein hamaare phon nambar par yahaan tak ki ham apanee pahalee tay kee
deharaadoon mein taareekh ke roop mein hamen dillee ko hamaaree vaapasee kee taareekh ke baare mein pata tha. nirdhaarit samay par ham
ek-doosare se milane aur dheere-dheere, lekin nishchit roop se hamaare beech ke rasaayan vikaas shuroo ho gae. ham
lagabhag samaan vikalp hain aur yah kapade, philmon, sthaanon, khaane vaale saamaanon ka svaad leta hai
ek mahaan taalamel saajha karane lagate hain baithakon aur phon kol kee seema tak lagaataar ho gaee
ki ham rozaana 2-3 baar baat karate the aur lagabhag roz milate the. kabhee-kabhee ham baat karate hain
ghante aur ek mauke par ham pooree raat raat 10 baje se subah 6 baje tak phon par baat karate the
bina kisee ek baar diskanekt kie bina (mera vishvaas karo) ham ek doosare se sada ke saath baat kar sakate hain,
keval samay hamaare dushman lagata hai is avadhi ke dauraan hamane mahasoos kiya ki ham
ek-doosare ke bina nahin rah sakate hain aur hamaare bhavishy ke lie svapn hamaare aakaar mein aana shuroo kar diya hai
dimaag.!
jab bhee ham ghar ke andar the, main kabhee kabhee apane maathe par sindoor daalate rahana chaahata hoon. vah bhee
usake bachchon ke naam tay kie
ham shaareerik antarangata mein bhee shaamil hote hain haath pakade hue, ek-doosare ko choomane lage
hamaare jeevan ka hissa usake baare mein sabase achchhee baat yah hai ki vah kabhee naaraaj nahin phenkata hai
ki vah nahin aaegee, vah phon nahin karegee, vah vyast hai, aap kyon chhoo rahe hain ya?
mujhe choomana. koee bhee jhunjhalaahat nahin hai, lekin hamesha muskuraate hue chehare ko banae rakhen, hamesha ke lie utsuk
milana aur baat karana
aisee ek achchhee subah mein, usane mujhe ek kol dee jise mujhase milane aane ko kaha kyonki koee nahin hai
usake ghar mein jab main vahaan pahunche, tab usane mujhe apane draing room mein svaagat kiya. main baith gaya
sophe par aur ham usakee naitagau mein rahate hue aur dekh rahe the, tab ham baat karana shuroo kar die
hamesha kee tarah sundar. kuchh samay baad mainne apana haath mere haath mein liya aur donon haathon ko chooma.
main use kareeb kheench liya aur usake naram honth, nam aur utsuk chooma. mainne usake honth ko usake saath chhua
mera aur phir mere jeebh ko geela honth par lapet diya, usake munh ke kone par aur phir,
honth opaning ke beech mein main use nichale honth le liya aur ek gaharee, teevr mein band kar diya
pyaar ka ehasaas. choonki choonki chumban adhik ho gaya aur vahaan koee ant nahin hone ka sanket milata hai, vah
sonoo kah rahee hai ki usake paas honth khule hain, mujhe bedam lag raha hai (sonoo vah naam hai
mujhe diya tha). ham abhee bhee band the aur main seedhe usake bade kharabooje mein dekha main
usake naitagaun se donon judavaan taavaron par chooma. vah aashchary se liya gaya tha &
mujhe aaraam karane ke lie kaha aur utsaahit mahasoos karane ke lie nahin. usane kuchh naram sangeet diya aur mujhase kaha tha!
vah ek snaan ke lie ja rahee hai mainne poochha ki kya main usake saath ja sakata hoon, koee uttar nahin aaya.
aap nahin kar sakate jab vah baahar aaee to vah ek peele rang ka soot pahane hue tha aur chala gaya
rasoee taiyaar karane ke lie chaay mainne usaka peechha kiya
jabaki chaay phoda tha, to main bhee tha. mainne apana munh utaara aur us par mere honth daal die
sundar chhaatee, usakee gardan ke neeche ka hissa aur usake pahaadon se oopar main choosane rakha aur
meree jeebh aur honthon se chupake tak laal ho jaata hai. main ek chaal karata hoon aur apana haath daalata hoon
usakee peeth ke peechhe usake stan mere saamane chhoo rahe the aur main ke saath khada tha
slaib ka samarthan dheere-dheere, mainne usake stanon ko dabaaya. mujhe pahale se hee mushkil tha
pahar. mainne apane daahine haath ko oopar se usake soot mein rakha aur phir usakee bra ko le jaane ke lie
usake stan aakaar ke sheyar aisa karate hue mainne usakee chhotee cheree ko chhua. tab tak
mere lie bahut adhik tha aur main usake lie bhee vishvaas karata hoon, lekin usane mujhe usakee koee bhee nahin dikhaaya
ichchha. rasoeeghar se, ham bedaroom mein gae, vah meree god mein thee aur mainne use usake oopar rakha
bistar. usane thoda virodh kiya lekin main niyantran le liya aur usake haath mein haath daal diya
peechhe se aur usakee bra ka patta tak pahunchane kee koshish kee. usane virodh kiya aur mujhase poochha, sonoo
tum kya kar rahe ho, aap kya chaahate ho? mainne aapako uttar diya ki main kya chaahata hoon usane andar dekha
tee!
o meree nukeelee aankhen aur isake nazarane se vah jaanatee thee ki main kya chaahata hoon aur main usako jaanata hoon
ab band nahin hoga mainne usakee bra ka patta khola aur soot ke oopar pahunch gaya
(kameej)
is baar usane soot ke sheersh bhaag ko hataane mein meree madad kee jab mainne usakee taraph dekha
raund tvin glob ne usako dhakka diya aur use apane hatheliyon ke saath kavar kiya. mainne un hatheliyon ko le liya
door aur ladaka! kya ek drshti, vah ek aashcharyajanak sundarata thee vahaan doodhiya judavaan tovar sthit hai
do chhotee cheree baahar popping ke saath ek bhavy ladakee ka mainne ek glob mein se ek liya
mera munh, mere honthon ke saath choosane aur meree jeebh ke beech mein maarana tab main
usake naram shareer ke any hisson tak pahunche, usakee gardan par chumban aur choosana, use chumban
maathe, usake gaalon ko choomate hue, usake honthon ke beech mere honthon ko choosane,
unhen chaat, usake gulaabee honth aur kandhon aur usake naabhi tak neeche aage badhen;
pet mainne usake soot ke neeche aadhe khole usane apane pairon ko paar karake virodh kiya lekin
thodee der baad chhod diya. mainne use gahare bhoore rang ke jaanghon ko kam kiya aur unhen baahar le gae aur neeche se
manzil. ek mahila ke chlit kee tulana mein ek behatar lag sakata hai mainne ek khela
usake see ke saath bit usake oordhvaadhar honth ragadana jalaaya matalab mein mainne apana pair phailaaya aur usake nam kholane par mere utsaahee honth ko kam kar diya. ek teevrata usake maadhyam se chalee gaee, mainne apane honth mere honthon se khol die aur meree jeebh ko andar daal diya, meree jindagee mein aur baahar nikalakar. vah is tarah ka aanand le rahe hain aur saath hee saath is shaareerik antarangata ke har pal ka aanand lete hain. vah jald hee dhoomadhaam tak pahunch gaee aur meree pyaas munh se usaka pyaar ras tejee se sookh gaya. main phir chhaatee par baith gaya aur usase poochha ki meree munh mein meree chhadee lene ke lie usane jhijhak diya aur usake honth ko kasakar rakh diya. kuchh anunay ke baad usane ise vaapas lene ke pahale thodee der ke lie usake honth aur jeebh ke saath kuchh rol diya. mainne usee sthiti mein hastamaithun kiya, usake chehare aur stan par mere sah bolane laga. main use bakavaas karana chaahata hoon lekin mujhe yakeen nahin tha ki main abhee use bakavaas karana chaahata hoon. shaadee ke aakarshan ko khone ke lie shaadee karane tak ise pakadane ke lie vichitr tareeke se chala gaya.lekin us shaadee mein kabhee nahin hua. hamaare rishte ke ant kee avadhi ke dauraan, vah is tathy se bekaar ho gaya tha ki peshevar pratidvandvita din-pratidin hamaare pita ke beech badh rahee hai aur hamaare bhavishy ka kya hoga. asuraksha ke lie siradard mein rengana shuroo kar diya hai haalaanki mainne use manaane ke lie bahut kuchh karane kee koshish kee ki sabakuchh theek ho jaega aur agar ham ladaee karenge lekin bhaagy hamaare lie kuchh aur stor hai aur vidambana yah hai ki use pahalee baar 14 ven din aur ham 14 ven sthaan par aakhiree baar ek doosare se milate hain. (haalaanki mujhe pata nahin tha ki vah mujhe phir se nahin milatee hai) ek restaraan mein ek paagal vyakti kee tarah dikhate hue pareshaan aur vyavahaar kiya mainne socha tha ki vah usakee maan ya bahan ke saath ladaee ho sakatee hai. mainne usase poochha aur usane mujhase jhooth bola ki vah achchhee tarah se mahasoos nahin kar rahee hai aur jaldee hee ghar jaana chaahatee hai hamane ek saath dopahar ka bhojan kiya aur mainne use chhod diya aur tee ke baad! vah phir kabhee vaapas nahin aaee. ek baat vah hamesha mujhase kahatee hai ki vah mujhe bahut pyaar karatee hai, lekin vah apane pita ko bahut pyaar karatee hai aur vah apane pita ko kisee ke saamane nahin dekh sakatee nahin bhee myfathair usane ek baar mujhase kaha tha ki vah hamaare pyaar ko sachche aur anant banaana chaahate hain aur pyaar mein ek banana jarooree nahin hai, lekin yah aavashyak hai ki vah truvuev ka anubhav karen. yadyapi yah kaaphee kuchh saal raha hai aur ab vah shaadee kar rahee hai, main ab bhee use pyaar karata hoon vahee. mujhe pata hai ki main use yaad kar raha hoon aur mere poore jeevan mein use yaad rakhoonga. lekin main apane pyaar kee achchhee yaadon ko dhyaan mein rakhata hoon, kyonki usane mere lie bahut kuchh diya hai, kyonki vah anokhe naam vaalee ek anokhee ladakee hai (mainne kabhee tak kisee bhee vyakti ko usake naam se kabhee bhee usake naam se nahin suna hai). jeevan usake saath bahut sundar hona chaahie, lekin ek ke paas chalatee hai, yahee vah hai jo main usake bina kar raha hoon.